Sunday, 24 March 2013

For the sake of love.

For the sake of love.
I have just a two words to describe her “Dream Girl.”
Just searched what her name means and this is what I got “Virtuous; venerated”
You may have loved the beauty and glamour and the uniqueness that makes her the girl of your dreams, who always insisted to have solved her problems all by herself and the killer smile (that can make you love her even more). And what more to say 26 alphabets of English is less to describe the inner beauty she possesses.
But all your dreams that you have thought to make it into reality, comes out to be an empty set of cards which won’t give you a chance to win. And you may find an excuse either you played poorly (which you (may) haven’t started to play even) else it wasn’t in your luck ever or for some other reason you never knew.
The small little heart which is on the left side, but is always right is broken into a thousand pieces, and finds it hard to connect anything with reality. And you are left stranded on a lonely road in the hope to see the LOVE of your life.
To your wildest amazement, you think “When Almighty is on your side nothing can ever go wrong with you”, but dreams do shatter, believe me when you see the love of your life, with the guy she loves and you hear the yell out “On this Women’s Day you are the most beautiful woman I ever found”. When you must be the man to say that but never can as she hates you (maybe).
Your heart starts beating incredibly fast, rapidly increasing its pace, you want to cry but can’t. Mixed emotions, the mind goes blank, at the first sight you have everything on your side but the next moment things turn around and you are bewildered at the things happening around you. The world seems to move round and round, like a speeding top.
And to add to this heart breaking moment how hilarious of you and to the passer-by’s who see your face that bears blank expression. But what you heart feels, you are the only person to understand.
It is said “There are places when gets hurt can’t be 'spoken of’ or ‘shown’.” So when you get hurt at those places you are your own doctor. But your heart says She is the only doctor for your heart in the entire Universe. But alas...!!! U don’t have her.
You believe that God is always with you. So the LOVE guru and God “Krishna” is said to be with those who LOVE, and finds HIS place in the “HEARTS” of the “LOVE BIRDS”, that have just passed by you.
You ask Krishna “What about me? What about my LOVE” “Didn’t I love?” you may ask such endless questions but you will never be answered.........
STRANGE NA!!!!!!!!!!!
The person (Almighty) who says whatever happens happens for Good, but what about the guy who turns away from the love birds, just to see his LOVE enjoy forever. Not interfering just silently saying but not aloud “I LOV U.”
“Please turn back once, for Heaven’s sake just once!!!”

Still remember her without her specks......... and the last time I ever saw her back a long long time ago.........
“Virtuous means- especially moral excellence, venerated means -the highest degree of respect and reverence.”
“Wonderful description of her name.”
 Her Mom and Dad have rightfully chosen her name.

Missing you a lot!!!
                                                   Luv U.